Busting Through Fears Days 15,16, and 17

Kelly Carlin 100 Fears in 100 Days, death, father, Underworld Comments

I’ve been in bed sick these last few days. Not much to report, except this: facing my grief about my dad’s death, and now being an orphan, is some of the hardest work there is. I have no idea if it has anything to do with being sick, but it sure hit me last night, again. And it hit me again how much I unconsciously put in the way of feeling this stuff – busyness, need to create, pleasure, emotional eating, fantasizing about a better life, doing this blog, etc.

I do not want to feel my broken heart.

And yet, it is here. And so am I.